Our day to day experience will always make us grow. They will make us grow in to the person we will be next day or they will make us grow in to the idiot who actually had no “lesson to learn”but decided to go with it. Well where my experience have brought me is to a place of true happiness a place where I can be comfortable, a place in which I learn who I really am. And the only way I can do this is by not knowing nothing at all. By breathing in and out and observing where I have gotten.
Many of the few friends I have, are all living a life of fallacies. Why exactly I’m not sure, but at the same time I understand. They have decided to live a life according to someone else’s experience. That will never help. All I can say is my actions. But I think are their life really fallacies or just there definition of happiness. Every one has a cross, they just need to learn how to carry it.
July 24, 2013
Living on the basic of what is not so basic at all I realize, one of the most fascinating things in life is the smell of an Ashland Candle. One particular smell would be 5th Avenue.. As I sit and write this post, I cant help but to think of what went throw the creators mind while making this candle. The color is a nice aqua with hints of grey- something like a seashell or the color of the river. I can’t help but to think of a candles true definition, where they created to lighten up the world before electricity, where they the accident of a future hopeless romantic. To me candles are to a book what sunnies are to an outfit the perfect accessory. I can no longer imagine my self reading The Best of me By Nicholas Sparks , or writing in my journal or blog with out a lit candle. None the less I also can’t help but to think; are these candles just here to distract me.. the smell the atmosphere they create. They transport me from the reality of what I really want to express. Guiding me throw a path of dreams and unrealistic positions. So next time you enjoy something so much, as I enjoy my candle first ask your self. ” Do I love this because of how it makes me feel and if yes how does it make me feel, if not then whats the point?”